Typically, when things come up difficult to deal with, they seem to follow each other, one after another. I get to feeling overloaded.
Now I’m reminded that I’m at that time in life, when lots of negative things begin to happen to others. And it affects me as well.
Recently it is my husband’s lack of good health. A trip to emergency. And now all the nursing care I provide at home. Keeping me so busy, I don’t have time to do the other things I enjoy doing.
I believe that what I need be doing, is accept it all as graciously as possible. Take one moment at a time if I have to. And I do have to.
I find that using Isha Judd’s system is proving benefical. I am not feeling as sorry for myself as I would normally. The facets/affirmations tend to break up the cycle of “woe is me” very well. It cuts down all the negative thinking and emotions I would normally be going through. I am going through those of course, cause I’m human, but it’s quicker to get through this way.
It’s just life. And life is filled with many challenges, and some keep coming one after another. All are apart of human existence and experience. So here I am. Experiencing more and more.
If I can mange to stay in love with life, with myself and honor myself along the way, to continue to be kind and all that other happy crap, then I figure I’m going to be okay.
There is that part of me, that just wants to break plates, have a nervous break down and say, well you know,…you can fill in the blank. (F_____ I__) that way I can catch a good long break and maybe get a wee bit of rest inbetween all the drama’s of this. 🙂
Nice thing that I do have on hand, is some flower essences I made. One for calming, another for dealing with grief. All good. All work. Guess I decided to go in that direction rather than having a complete meltdown. 🙂